and so it goes ...

i just registered my twinners for Kindergarten and i could just bawl my eyes out. i can't believe how big they are getting.  it's so SO fun to see them coming out of their shells.  it's so funny to see brianna - who reminds me so much of myself when i was little - no matter how cute i do her hair in the morning, she always come home looking like punky brewster.  just a hot mess :) and i love every ounce of her.  brooke loves school and calls herself "daddy's designer." she is all girl - always picking out people's clothes and matching things. i am glad that she has this gift, because anyone who knows me knows i could DEF use some assistance in this area.  i still remember in high school having my girlfriends (after HOURS of me doing my hair and getting dressed) look at me and say "Jen, you are NOT wearing your pajamas to this party." i wasn't wearing pajamas, but in their eyes, they could have worn my outfit to bed.

chaser (HOPEFULLY) will get into Spanish Immersion.  his teacher says that he is "on the fence" and that she will re-evaluate in April.  I have been praying - she says that academically, he is there - it's just behaviorally. i talked about how sometimes he gets bored and this may help; i know that Justin and i will be in there advocating for him.

then ms bogo - she is just so precious. she is HILARIOUS. she makes us laugh out loud sometimes. she is just a breath of fresh air and always just so happy.  some days i just hold her and rock and rock.  her little spirit just calms me and illuminates love. i could just eat her.  our friend, jake, taught her a song, "poo poo on the ... potty" and she sings that all over the place. especially at church. we just love her.

as for justin and i, i recently "left" alpine treatment services to be at home more - which i have LOVED! there is so much that needs to be done and i just love being with my little ones.  i interviewed for an internship today and it seems too good to be true, so i am just weighing my options and sorting things out.  justin loves working and he (i KNOW) loves not having me around at work.  i felt like i put in my blood, sweat and tears for two years, and it was time for me to let go and just trust that all would be well.  i knew that as i pulled away and focused on my family, the blessings would come.  i am so grateful for the constant support from my wonderful friends and family.  i couldn't do it without you guys.

i have realized that it's not that i don't like blogging, i just don't like posting pics. or i need to be trained or something ... i have done it before .. but i don't know how to format them etc

enough of me.